depression you sly b*tch [I Battle Depression]

Its 3:37pm. I have not eaten yet.

not for lack of being hungry....I just....dont have a taste for anything.

I bought KFC at 1pm.

Its still sitting unopened next to me.

dont get me wrong....Im not anorexic or bulemic.

This happens alot. its funny to say I force feed myself sometimes cause Im 5'8'' and like 165. I aint lackin' for food 😂

I just....cant, eat.

it smells so good but... I dont want it.

usually when this happens I smoke pot. its the only thing that makes me hungry.

but I guess it would be kinda nice to not eat much...I could finally be my ideal body weight.

Its just....not eating makes me feel a bit sick. a few hours now. just not enough for actual consumption.

I dont get it.

I just want to have healthy habits 🙁. at least with food. I love food....when I love food.

and hate it when I dont.