I Battle Depression

I had this girl and I always thought she will be my side no matter how much bad days are to come. But she gave up on me when I needed her most. I stayed by her during her difficult times, she thought she is not good, she is worthless and all. I stood by her assured her that nothing is changed in you, you can do it. Made her realize the achievements she did and that she can overcome all emotional barriers and get success in the career she wants to pursue. But alas, she broke it off with me. Yeah.. people give up on you when you need them most. So.. its me and my belief on God now. I don't think there would be any women I could trust so much anymore. If I have gf in future, I would love her keeping in mind that she might one day leave me too. Which I feel is wrong. This I never wanted. I always thought if I love someone with complete trust and assurance then I can always expect same level of dedication from other person. But, people defy expectation in mysterious ways. Good girls gets hurt by bad guys, good guys get hurt by bad girls, but rarely good guys meet good girl in first chance.

Sorry to hear about all that. Hope your next relationship will work better.