I Battle Depression

Somehow it's like I'm using this place as my diary and only use it when necessary.
Last week Tuesday I stopped taking antidepressants for 4 weeks straight. Somehow it's like it got worse- the depression. I've been crying since yesterday and I haven't told anyone about it, except for one who isn't related to me. I also had to battle thoughts again of suicide.

I pray I become okay soon because it's hard and every sad thought I've had in the past comes rushing back.