I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

I am divorced now. No interest in being in a relationship ever again. Honestly, I feel like there is no meaning in my life anymore. I dont want to try. I'm feeling like I wish I could close my eyes and never wake up. I want nothing.
I am hurting so much... I just want this life to be over.

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Carissimi · F

It will take some time for the initial pain to diminish. I’m sorry to say that you have to go through it, and bear it as best you can. You have age on your side. It still hurts terribly, but you have a future. When you are old, and it happens, there really isn’t much future. 🤗

Sarob · 36-40, F

@Carissimi thank you. All I've been trying to do is focusing on money. It helps but not completely.

Carissimi · F

When in pain like this, you focus on, and do whatever helps comfort you. It could be anything from taking a walk, to watching puppies play, or eating a favorite food. Whatever gets you through it. @Sarob

PoetryNEmotion · F

@Carissimi There is always a future after divorce.

Carissimi · F

Really? Not for me. It’s too late, and I’m not going into long winded explanations. It’s different for everyone. @PoetryNEmotion

PoetryNEmotion · F

@Carissimi It is never too late. There are many people who find love even older than you. You just feel sunk.

Carissimi · F

I’m not arguing with you. It always goes like this. I know my life. I know me. You don’t. Enjoy your evening. [@Poetry emotion]

PoetryNEmotion · F

@Carissimi Would you ever even give someone a chance? Your mind is set. Enjoy yours.