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I Am a Teen With Depression

I'm 15 and I suffer from depression; won't get help because getting help means it going on my record that I've got depression and that'll cost me jobs. My mental health has, like anything else it's ups and downs, and luckily I've been having an up recently. My life isn't terrible, I have a boyfriend, I have some friends, I'm smart and do well in school, and I have a great job at a Boys and Girls Club with some of the best kids in the world.

One of the kids I work with, a twelve-year-old kid, just told me today that he's suffering from depression as well. We were sitting on a play structure in a park, and I had mentioned having a hard time with life, I guess, and he started opening up to me about having to deal with depression and suicidal thoughts since he was a little kid. I told him about my struggle with depression and suicidal thoughts, we talked about self harm (me, stomach and wrist, him, upper arm and back of the leg) and he talked about his anger issues, which were similar to ones I had when I was younger.

This kid told his (now ex) girlfriend about his depression a little after we talked, cause he's actually had a breakdown after he got startled, panicked, and then got angry and nearly threw a shoe at my supervisor (poor boy scares himself) and instead of being sympathetic, or even just being mildly confused but supportive of him, she dumped him and told a bunch of the other kids that he was depressed.

I actually had to explain to a group of kids, who were understandable worried about him and asked "is he still depressed?" that depression, especially for people like him, is lifelong, that he's not going to get better just like that, and that it's not a temporary thing. It's not his fault, it's not anyone's fault, it's just that he has a problem with his brain, like my supervisor has problems with his eyes, or one of the girls has problems with her ears.
It sucks that people are that clueless about depression and theres still so much stigma about mental "illness". People can be really ignorant about it, but its nice that there are people like you to talk to. You're right about depression, if you get it then you're always prone to it from then onwards and i've lived like that since i was a teen to 24. I still have my bad days but it comes and goes.
rabbitlover12 · 22-25, F
I'm from the US but my dad is British, so I always like finding other Brits
Thats cool :) wheres he from? theres been a lot of fuss over the stigmatisation of mental health in the UK recently actually. Especially in younger people, theres hardly any support.
rabbitlover12 · 22-25, F
He's from Sheffield :)

I don't blame you. Here, we're still a bunch of loonies that would be better off dead; great thing to tell suicidal kids
firefall · 61-69, M
You're exactly right, of course. So many ppl's depression is just a small flaw in brain chemistry, stopping serotonin being produced in sufficient quantities at the right time :(
Silverwings · 61-69, F
Your supervisor needs a diff. job and you and your friend both need to see drs.or therapists.
rabbitlover12 · 22-25, F
Why does my supervisor need a different job? He loves what he does and he does a good job at it; he really cares about the kids, as he doesn't have any of his own.

I know both of us need to go see someone but neither of us are willing to go see someone; neither of us wants to be known as "the crazy one"

 
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