I Battle Self-hatred, Anxiety, And Depression

I have been feeling real low lately.
Unloveable.
Undeserving of time and affection.
Nothing in my life seems to be going right.
Maybe it's because my birthday just passed and nothing has gone the way I've wanted it to or maybe I'm just finally realizing it took way too long to make progress in my life and now I have to figure out the "next" step. (Honestly it kind of freaks me out a bit. ) 😰