I Am Depressed

Life is stressful. I barely have time to have fun anymore. Or maybe I do, but it doesn't feel as fun as it used to. I'm always tired. I barely sleep, staying up late in bed, my anxiety keeping me awake, no matter how much I want to sleep. No matter how many friends I have, how close I am to my family, I feel isolated. I feel alone. Not lonely, just... alone. At least I haven't lost hope. But I'm tired of hearing myself say "It'll be better when..."

It never really is.