I Often Feel Either Numb Or Depressed

Sorry to all of my friends on here who I still haven’t answered. I’m very confused with what I’m doing in life and we’re im going and I what I actually want out of it. Overall I’m extremely depressed and my anxiety is terrible right now. And I’m exhausted and extremely stressed. Keep messaging me , as it shows you care and I appreciate the messages I receive but I can’t give a proper answer if I’m not feeling great so please be patient with me as I’m struggling to even keep myself alive right now and look after my self putting it truthfully.