I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

I feel so alone :( I have no one to talk to and no friends to hang out with and sometimes it all just becomes too much. And it hurts really really bad. It makes me feel like all I am is a burden and a toxic person. People come and get fed up with me or something and then just leave and each time it rips me to pieces although it seems like I should be used to this by now... 😢