I Wear Ugly Clothes And Have Ugly Hair When I'm Depressed

I feel gross, I look gross. I try to look nice. I try to make an effort. But when I stare into that mirror all I can see are hundreds of imperfections. Hideous. Disgusting. Ugly. Fat. Despicable. Yeah I feel like shit so I end up looking shit. Even though I'm trying so hard not to. But then again a polished turd is still a turd.