I Hate How Depression Is Mistaken For Self Pity

I’m so tired. Tired of fighting, tired of hoping everything will be okay. I deserve a break. It’s becoming too much and I’m scared. I’m scared that I will give up. I just wish someone could help me or just even understand me. This hurts me so much. I’m beginning to be done with this constant pain. I just need to know that it will be over soon.

I’ve come to realize that I’ve never truly been okay. I just got really good at hiding my feelings. So good to the point to where I started to believe them.