I Have Depression, Anxiety, and Self-mutilation Issues

What you actually might have, MAY be a borderline personality (BPD) or at least some of the markers. There is something called Dialectical Behaviour Therapy (DBT). You should ask your doctor about it. I also assume that once you get an answer on something, then you run to another person with the same question to get another answer and so on. If the answer is not to your liking you triangulate people against each other and cintinue doing this until you have everyone psying attention to you. Does that make sense? Do you relate to any of this?