I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

So many times i think that i have overcome it , but it keeps hitting back and it feels so shameful to talk about it with anyone . I tried (still do) everything to get over it , been a loner , very few friends , whoever knows me don't have even a slightest clue about what goes in my mind at times and how bad it makes me feel of myself , these negative thoughts they just keep on running in my mind making me feel i am nothing , although i know i am capable of achieving so many things but these thoughts make me give up or the worst won't even let me try . I have a belief system which helps me but that also sometimes break down at times and i have to build that up again . I just don't what will happen with me , whether i am going to achieve my dreams or am i going to die the same way which i really don't want . used sw for the first time to write my inner dark thoughts and i feel a little less burden . God Bless you all good people

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SW-User

This from you is a big surprise. But you know what? You have so much positive in you, you will overcome the negative. There is nothing to be ashamed of in talking about your inner feelings. Lots of support and hugs to you.

Calmsoul · 31-35, M

Yeah i knew i would be a big surprise but had took it off my shoulders , you know sometimes dark sude really overshadows everything & it becomes really hard to see a ray of light but i know i will pass it as i have had so many times in the past , thanks for the support :)

SW-User

You are welcome. We all get dark and gloomy. It is part of life. You have a good attitude. Take care.

Calmsoul · 31-35, M

@Aidolovemostofyourthoughts: yeah that's true & i will you too Take care