I Battle Depression and Anxiety

It's waking up when nobody is here, I can't get up, my body is too heavy and anxiety bites me whenever I think about what I have to do. My life feels so futile, I try to use my logic but my emotions just won't play along..I know what's good for me but it feels like I'm trying to feed a child who doesn't want to eat...I am starving and half of me doesn't care at all.