I Am Depressed

I whish i have someone to accompany me through this.

My chest hurts when i think about my loneliness.

Maybe i should do what others say, just kill myself no one will get sad, i dont lose anything and i dont leave anyone. "Calling for help like this is attention whoring" well... i dont want any help, why help someone like me? there are other ppl here and there who needs help too, but, they are more worth helping than me.

I just write this to let others know how can actions and words can hurt so much to the point they drive crazy and/or want to die.

But just like others says, bad ppl needs to die, i deserve it too.