I feel this a lot. I wish some people can understand how I feel i don’t need it, but it would be nice. Ultimitely, God is the only one who understands... The meds confuse me too as I can’t distinguish my true feelings as well, yes they help sometimes, but other times they become a stumbling block, something toxic. I don’t like If people put me in a box if I don’t act the same every day. If you wanna talk message me anytime by the way

I was pretty sad the past few days too and moody.. It's a feeling of being rejected and hopless and at fault for me and a dread that it was never going to change and be better ..

But i found that accepting reality as is and trying to make the best of it; like "look on the bright side" and be forgiving and understanding and accepting of others and gracious to their faults

Gives you a better brighter outlook on life and leaves you with happier sentiments :)

Idk :)

Sounds like your meds may need changed, although I know how much of a hassle that can be.

I'm depressed to hear you're depressed.