I Battle Self-hatred, Anxiety, And Depression

I understand this but just remember you are beautiful and there will be somebody, if there isn't already, who will worship and adore everything about you. From what I can tell you are incredibly good looking, intelligent and witty. Things will change for you. I hope you feel good about yourself soon. I just randomly saw another post of yours and checked you out.
Hope you don't mind the compliment.

Love is not a cake. Someone having some, does not meanthere is less for you
Its rare, takes mistakes, takes time, takes pain, to get love..A lot that looks like it, isn't.
No "perfect One" Either.
Learn who you are becoming, and take control of that.
Learn to tolerate yourself, before you seek to love another

Forever is a very long time, it can last for what seems like a lifetime, and can be over just as fast. I resonate with this post, though to me you are part of that "everyone" who deserve love.

I battle similar things. Mines chemical stuff. Depression and unwanted thoughts Etc. I take Zoloft. I treasure alone time tho lol.

Even loneliness has purpose. Search deep within, look closely. You'll find that magic that others see.

https://youtu.be/qoWRs7lXtYE

Cats can't play video games btw

I know all about hating the past. (You can read my Featured story). And about feeling alone.

I understand perfectly. I feel the same.

Good. Maybe you deserve it.

I can relate also, feel betters.

Youre not alone

Not always :)

😥