I Battle Depression and Anxiety

Some days I'm just so tired of work.
I wish I could jus spend hours and hours drawing.
I don't dislike the people I work with but it's hard to be around them when they gossip and talk shit about everyone.
That's why I don't really talk at work.
I just do my job,draw and go cry in the bathroom when I need to lmao.
I get so much anxiety that It just feels like I'm floating through time.like everything is just happening and I'm on autopilot for 8 hours.

When the anxiety gets too bad I keep telling myself that nothing is real and that everyone and everything is part of my imagination.
This helps me keep calm in any situation at work.

It's the only way I can keep going.

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