Wish I could take it all away, honey. I know it does not seem like a lot to offer, but I am here for you. Others are here for you, too. You know how to reach me. Please don't do that final thing. Remember that concert? You will feel that again. You will feel better. We just gotta get you the resources. I have a good one, Attacking Anxiety and Depression. I mentioned it to you once. Message me and it's yours. You're worth more than your flesh and blood, mind and spirit add up to, worth a lot more. You are loved. I'm convinced God has plans for you, beautiful girl. Push through this pain with me, and lets work at beating this.

I know exactly what she feels like one day I felt like I couldnt take it anymore so I put a shotgun to my head and as crazy or strange as this might sound , as soon as I prepared to pull the trigger I heard an unexpected knock at my door so I put the gun away and answered the door and it was two of my 3 daughters , who I welcomed with open arms of course , but as it turned out they made a wrong turn trying to go home ( the opposite direction ) and ended up noticing my condo complex and so they decided to visit , now I don’t know what you believe but I call that divine intervention , to me that was a divine sighn telling me that god has other plans for me , although I’m not really sure what those plans are but I decided to stay around to try to figure it out , maybe I never really will but I think it will be worth the journey to at least try , that moment was a life changing soul shifting moment for me I made a spiritual change in my life and decided to accept god more into my life , since for years I had doubted his presence in my life , but I believe he was always there for me I just resisted acknowledging him for many years after me and my wife’s marriage began to fall apart and we are now seperated , I’ve was severely depressed about it for about it for about 1 1/2 years and maybe a little still 4 1/2 years later but my depression now i think it’s more about my struggle to get back on my feet now living on my own.

I relate.

If you ever need to talk, you can message me anytime. I'll do my best to be here for you. You arent in this alone *hugs*

The day we die we have an appointment to meet.
Hebrews 9:27 King James Version (KJV)
27 And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment:

Insecurities rarely show and are often misunderstood

Very dark, are things better now?

I'm there.