I Am Depressed Because I'm Lonely

I am tired of feeling lonely, unloved, depressed and just existing.
I'm a very loving gay man and live a decent life. I long to be in a loving relationship with also a decent loving gay man. I don't do bars and I have no gay friends.
I'm a masculine guy and have so much to offer another.
Loneliness and having no one to talk to, laugh with, do things with I just can't bare anymore alone.
I'm making preparations to end my sadness and loneliness.
I guess I'm not good enough for love to love me.
Can anyone give advice or just chat with me.