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I Battle Depression and Anxiety

My Realization On Life... I am a 16 year old girl
My mood is never consistent
and i cant do anything right
im anorexic
i also battle depresion
this isnt something most people know
and recently i have been making it obvious that i am sad
i let a guy bring me down
a guy..
and i turned into this.. girl that no one wanted to be around
i was rude
and selfish
i cut off my friends
when they where just trying to help
i put off all my school work
and focused on hating myself

THIS is not a good way to live life
but no one knows the correct way to live it
some people cant handle the pressure of everything
so they do drugs
who am i to tell some one how to live their life?
i cant tell you the correct way
because i, for one, have no clue
but being negitive
and rude
makes NOTHING better
it makes things worse

i know everyone has their bad days
trust me i have plenty
but being sad all the time
doesnt help
pick your self up
wash the tears off your face
but the blade down
and live your life

it seems kind of... hypocritical for me to say this
i cut
i dont eat
and i have tried to kill myself

for many many reasons
but ive realized that me doing this
helps no one

its going to be hard
breaking the habits of cutting
and not eating
but i want to live my life

you only get one shot in life
so make it as fucked up and crazy as you can
that doesnt mean do something stupid
that means have fun
attack life!
its going to kill you anyway

 
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