I Battle Depression

Courage. I've always been lacking in you. The ability to stand up for myself, to not allow people to use me. To face my fears, to be afraid but not to the point of inaction. I am a coward. I have been for as long as I can remember understanding what a coward is. All I do is complain...to people in real life, to random strangers here. I am broken, and unable to fix myself. Other people won't do it for me. Perhaps I'll take something stronger this time, and not panic and run for help. Perhaps I'll just do what I don't even want to. Perhaps.