Hey there Fire, I understand your struggle as well. I have battled severe depression for quite a while, but I can definitely say it's something you can get through with perseverance. I understand it's really a battle, though, a war you're fighting in your own mind. If you ever need to talk to someone, I'm always available to listen.
(The site says I'm much older than I actually am because I signed up to view adult content but didn't know it displayed my age. I am actually younger than you, lmfao, so sorrt if this appeared creepy.)