I Am So Depressed Right Now

For the past two weeks my anxiety level is increased to the core.I am going for an Inplant training for the past two weeks with my classmate.Everyone out there are clear with their future goals but I had no idea about my future prospects.I was dumbfounded.My friend was just giving a full run through about her future goals like completing her GRE exams, joining best stem cell college in USA and about her final year UG project..she was absolutely clear on her goals..and I was like wow...that is a great plan dude.I felt so insecure and my depression and anxiety level just shot up to the core.I have no idea about my UG project. Everything is like a big task to achieve. I am not good at communication.It`s been 2weeks and I din`t even get the phone number of my trainee..I feel rejected at some point of time and feel like I don`t wanna have this so depressive life..:(