I Battle Depression

It feels like everything about me becomes slower.

From my movements to my thoughts and even my speech.

Until at night, when the world becomes quiet and I should be sleeping, I turn to stone.

It's at this point the echoes of friends and family come spiraling into my mind.

Reminding me of my shortcomings, my failures, and how shitty of a son/brother/friend I am.

I just want to feel ok again.