I Battle Depression

I Just Feel... worthless, alone, a mistake, invisible. Like every choice I make is a bad one. Every dream I hoped to accomplish is something that will always just be out of my reach. Seeing everyone around me seeming happy and just wishing I could find that for myself. Someone who's never noticed when i'm there, and never missed when i'm gone. Just existing. Waking up everyday, only to wish I hadn't. Constantly telling myself everything will get better, when knowing inside that it never will. Feeling as though I let everyone down at every turn no matter how hard I try. Giving everything I have and never receiving anything in return. Just waiting and wishing it all would end.