I Battle Depression

I think it's about time to move on. It's been a year now, i can't keep doing this. I can't stay angry all the time and just hate myself more every day. I can't keep doing this. It makes me sloppy, it holds me down when everything in me wants to just fire away. It puts me down just when i'm all ready to rocket through the sky. Besides, why am i even holding on ? What for ? She has moved on already. She found someone else and fell for him this time. I can't keep moving oceans for people who won't bat an eye for me. So i'm finally moving on and maybe, JUST MAYBE, i will learn how to forgive myself. I would finally stop loath myself every single second and try to just live with it, if forgiveness ever found my way..