I Battle Depression

Is it weird that I would actually choose someone who is full of imperfections rather than someone who is just a goddess ? Idk. Like seriously, I'd take someone who has got scars from self harming all over her body, acne, big nose or whatever, freckles (I don't see that as imperfection tho) over someone who has a 100% perfect body.. I just like it that way. It's not because I want to always feel superior and feed my ego, no!! God knows I'm a swimming pool of imperfections myself. I think it's because to not feel inferior a bit, feeling safe and all of that. And because I actually am a swimming pool of imperfections, I would know how it feels to have all of those features, which would only make me love her even more because to me, she is not a goddess, she is a perfect human being. No one wants to fall in love with a god. To me, she would be so real that it is scary. If she had a big nose for instance, I would always kiss her nosetip and grin while looking at her straight in the eye ALL THE TIME, as soon as she wakes up or in the middle of the day or even when we are chilling outside, to make her feel like she is goddess even tho she isn't.

Point is, whatever sort of "imperfection" she has got, it wouldn't matter to me. It would make me literally love her even more. Me having quite a bunch of imperfections taught me to see people beyond their skin, see their core and that's what counts. Having depression also taught me that broken people are the best, they have cracks in their soul that are longing to be filled with pure honest love :)

Happy new year to everyone :)