I Am Lonely And Suffering From Anxiety And Depression

Everyday I always stare at my rooms ceiling thinking and drowning myself with unfamiliar thoughts coming out of my head I always think what I will do tomorrow, what would be my next move.

I can't even move because of my bad past, I'm always afraid its like I'm being punished by someone else's mistake. I always think of moving somewhere but unfortunately I can't wait.
I'm really sick and tired here