I Am Depressed

I can feel it trying to take over again. Baphomet helped a lot yesterday when I felt like this, but I don't want to bother her or anyone else about it. It's like a malaise setting in, making things seem lethargic. I don't want to do anything at all. I don't even want to exist.

Sometimes when I post things like this, I hope that someone will be reassuring. But I don't even care about that any more.