Areid1824a · 61-69, M
Wonderful post. Thank you.
KaysHealingPath · 36-40, F
SailorMarz · F
SW-User
This made me cry, because I know this so well. There is no reason for me to be unhappy, yet I am. I always think that I'm being ungrateful for what I have.
I would never end my life but this does not mean I've never had thoughts about ending it. I have had them way too many times because sometimes it feels like I don't have the strength to go on anymore. But I make myself think about all those people whose hearts I'd destroy should I do it, and I push through. I feel like shit, but I'll push through.
I'm in a good place at the moment, but I know that I'll find myself in that dark place again.. it never goes away.
But thank you for writing this, it makes me feel a little less alone.
I would never end my life but this does not mean I've never had thoughts about ending it. I have had them way too many times because sometimes it feels like I don't have the strength to go on anymore. But I make myself think about all those people whose hearts I'd destroy should I do it, and I push through. I feel like shit, but I'll push through.
I'm in a good place at the moment, but I know that I'll find myself in that dark place again.. it never goes away.
But thank you for writing this, it makes me feel a little less alone.
Livingwell · 61-69, M
Well spoken. It’s a private hell for sure.