I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

This is my current state of mind. I hope some people can relate to this poem.

The Lone Wolf

They said when life gives you lemons,
You should make lemonade.
But what should you do when,
You already have 100 pitchers made?
Life can throw you a curve ball,
And this I surly understand.
But when I don’t have a glove or bat,
The speed always hurts my hand.
You can’t always get what you want,
And I know the world isn’t perfect.
But something should go my way at least once,
Why is my heart the one to always be wrecked?
I’m the one that’s alone and lonely,
At the end of every single day.
Everyone else is having fun,
I’m being treated like a stray.
I know I’m stronger than most,
And I’ve endured so much pain.
Being alone should be second nature,
But my heart still feels the strain.
It hurts when no one can take a minute,
To see how I am when they know I’m not fine.
Especially when I always check on them,
It’s like I’m blocked out of their mind.
I guess I’ll get through this like always,
It would be nice for someone to have my back.
I’m always going to be the lone wolf,
But it would be nice to belong to a pack.