I Am Bipolar

If you have Bipolar disorder like me, then let me know your thought. So I am at the point in my life were I want to start looking for love, and this is my first time. So I am scared more then most people who start. I am scared my bipolar disorder will mess everything up. Yeah everyone has a soul mate out there for them, if they love me then they can deal with it, and all that but I am scared because it takes time to find the right person now matter what. I am scared that if something bad happens like I have a episode, too soon then no matter what no one will stay with me. Or if I tell them too soon they will leave me. Starting relationships and having Bipolar (no matter how controlled the disorder) is very scary. So let me know if you BP and how was starting relationships worked with you?

Madelenie · 26-30, F

I have bipolar and I am in this relationship for about 4 months now. Yes it was pretty messed up. I had my episodes already, the longest argument period I had with my bf was about 2weeks, he had been driving up the wall so much by me. However, gladly he stayed. This is a bless which I'm very grateful of I'd say. Even so, I still think I'm an unstable burden to him every now and then..