I know why I feel unfulfilled 🤓

bc I have depression. Officially lol. The patterns are there. I keep thinking about my trip this weekend and I keep telling everyone I had fun. And I did on the outside but the entire time I just wanted to go home and cry and sleep. I thought it had more to do with not talking to my friend and that may have added to it but no. I am genuinely not myself and I can feel me pretending again.

I keep having the same thought over and over again “I just want to sleep.”