I Am Not Bipolar, I Have Bipolar
I’m not scared, you’re scared
I’m not right now. Last night I was for a minute. I’m glad I didn’t super panic and call someone to babysit me. Or call for a ride to a place I don’t wanna go. “May cause drowsiness.” Dude, may hit your brainpan like a well swung sledgehammer. I mean my speech has been fast and slurry lately, but it was nearly entirely incomprehensible...before I knew I was tired. About five minutes later the drowsy hit, but that was a fairly scary five minutes.
I seriously thought that a psychotic break was starting, and I was aware of it, and that I cant communicate it because I’m speaking gibberish...and that was a fairly scary feeling. Like I legit have nightmares involving that very scenario. That actually scares me.
I’ll take the god damned pills again, but only because I know what to expect this time 😒
I’m not right now. Last night I was for a minute. I’m glad I didn’t super panic and call someone to babysit me. Or call for a ride to a place I don’t wanna go. “May cause drowsiness.” Dude, may hit your brainpan like a well swung sledgehammer. I mean my speech has been fast and slurry lately, but it was nearly entirely incomprehensible...before I knew I was tired. About five minutes later the drowsy hit, but that was a fairly scary five minutes.
I seriously thought that a psychotic break was starting, and I was aware of it, and that I cant communicate it because I’m speaking gibberish...and that was a fairly scary feeling. Like I legit have nightmares involving that very scenario. That actually scares me.
I’ll take the god damned pills again, but only because I know what to expect this time 😒
