I Support Autism Awareness

Society is super frustrating and complicated especially for people like me who have a disability (autism) and have a immense and immeasurable amount of passion and determination for guiding, educating and inspiring people with disabilities!!

I feel like I am in a gigantic maze every route I have chosen has lead me to a dead end! Each and every time I reach a dead end the purpose that I know I was born for becomes blurry! Yet I try too keep telling myself I can not let this obstacle beat me, I will not lose focus I must, I will conquer my fears, conquer my doubts!

However the more I have a positive attitude the more questions arise how much more failure will I and can I endure? When will my hard work and dedication finally be rewarded and the less answers I have and even worse than that my despair and hatred for failure grows stronger! Everyday my autism which I consider a monster grows and makes me come ever closer to losing my sanity!! All I want and all I care about is making a difference in people with disabilities lives!!!