I Support Autism Awareness

Society is super frustrating and complicated especially for people like me who have a disability (autism) and have a immense and immeasurable amount of passion and determination for guiding, educating and inspiring people with disabilities!!

I feel like I am in a gigantic maze every route I have chosen has lead me to a dead end! Each and every time I reach a dead end the purpose that I know I was born for becomes blurry! Yet I try too keep telling myself I can not let this obstacle beat me, I will not lose focus I must, I will conquer my fears, conquer my doubts!

However the more I have a positive attitude the more questions arise how much more failure will I and can I endure? When will my hard work and dedication finally be rewarded and the less answers I have and even worse than that my despair and hatred for failure grows stronger! Everyday my autism which I consider a monster grows and makes me come ever closer to losing my sanity!! All I want and all I care about is making a difference in people with disabilities lives!!!

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Vegeta · 41-45, M

I know how you feel I have autism and adhd I was 37 when I found out it is hard for me to make friends because of my autism

AlphaPuppy · 26-30, M

I'm in the diagnosis process for Asperger's and I know how you feel.. I've recently been told there is no long term one on one support available from my local mental health specialists (I also suffer with depression anxiety and probable borderline personality disorder alongside constant suicidal thoughts and urges..) due to government cutbacks they only offer group sessions which for someone with a autism, especially Asperger's, is not suitable, at least in my case it very much isn't and I cant be the only one... Although I was millimeters away from just becoming another suicide statistic that day, I never thought I was going to leave that office alive after they told me that I had no chance of getting the help I desperately need.. Fortunately while I was having a massive breakdown the guy eventually decided I was serious and managed to talk me down out of killing myself there and then and told me he would try to get me another appointment.. That appointment happens to be in 7 hours and I haven't slept yet.. Hopefully I will make it there but I don't know how I can face it

Flenflyys · 31-35, F

Im not that artistic but i took painting xlasses before

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