I have autism

I get this feeling I annoy everyone who interacts with me. I feel like I'm annoyingly chatty about random things people don't care about. When I find something cool I just get this urge to shear it or I'll go crazy and won't feel okay untill I've told someone. Like the other day I wanted to tell my mum something while she was watching TV but she got mad and told me to stop talking because shes watching her show. I then felt deflated and shut up before walking away