What is your dating experiences like?

Mine was HORRIBLE. My first boyfriend was abusive. He treated me so horribly and he cheated on me with another woman. She was slender, petite and he said he didn’t wanna be seen with a “STUPID” woman. That broke me. Then I stupidly took him back and he hit me. I dumped his ass.
I’ve had a guy that I was interested in but they never liked me back. There was a guy that had an interest in me and we did it but he never called me back so I gave up on dating. I’m done! My date life sucks.
I feel like I’m never going to find someone that’s going to except my autism and end up alone and I really don’t want to end up alone.