At the moment there is not way around the distraction. I need to figure it out by tomorrow. The stupid noise. I've gotten as far as I have, because I can figure things out. I don't memorize much of anything. I can't remember much of anything. I've just sort of BSed my way through things and people bought it. It worked well until recently. Now I'm just failing classes and the ones I pass it seems like I remember almost nothing from them. People say that's fine becuase the stuff is hard, but I read simple stuff and it doesn't make sense either. Like the words don't connect to form sentences or thoughts or words or comprehension if at the moment I have to figure anything out at all.
I might try listening to music now... I won't hear the noise at least. And using a different computer so I don't have to figure out how to install the stupid program I need to even start the paper I'm writing, like last time I worked on it, my computer broke and four hours was wasted. Probably more, because I had calm. Leastn now I'm kinda tired.