He still has his bad mental health days

Complete with outbursts and him struggling to hold himself together and everything. I always just hold him close every time. I hate to say it, but it used to scare me when he would get that like that at first. But now I know better: he would never hurt me even on his worst days. He loves me and even when he loses control of himself, he never fails to recognize me and how much he cares about me. I’m sorry I ever felt afraid of him. But again, I know better now. Now I know that all I need to do is just hold him close when it happens; that I serve as an anchor for him to help bring him back down. I will do so every time. 🫂