Local crazy guy apparently tried to off himself

He owns a “book store” which is this tiny little thing that literally no one has gone to in years. He apparently charges you 5$ just to go in and there’s nothing but massive dangling stacks of books everywhere. He had 21 cars in the parking lot, none worked and all were filled with books. Apparently he’s been fighting litigation from the town for a while now and clearly wasn’t well mentally. They finally won and were making him remove the cars after years of litigation and he couldn’t stand that. He’s still alive somehow but it just makes me wonder how someone can get this far in their mental illness. It also makes me wonder if this’ll be my fate. I was “raised” by a hoarder but am not one myself but mental illness runs in my genes. It’s possible my mental illness could get much worse and like this old man I have nobody. So basically if anyone thinks Im somehow being more insane than usual (if thats possible) then take me behind the shed and pull an old yella.