I can’t help but feel sad whenever he gets quiet

Desmond’s been real quiet all evening I know it’s because he’s not feeling the best concerning his mental illness. At the same time, though, he says he’s okay and I know that doesn’t always mean he’s feeling well but is keeping a level head. At least he’s not feeling worse, but even when it’s like this for him, I don’t think I’m ever going to get used to this — knowing he’s in pain underneath the surface. I hate that it has to be like this for him, but I’ve been holding him close to me all night. We both may be a little sad but we have each other and he doesn’t have to suffer alone. He’s been alone long enough.