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Suicidal or not?

My boyfriend quit his job, threatened to hang himself and stood in a bridge contemplating jumping off then resigned his job of 7 years. I came to look after him and when he doesn't want to do something for his own good he says he'll just jump out the window. Apart from that he can shower, eat, sleep and play playstation.

I've been suicidal before and I was completely different. I had to keep going to hospital to be given sedatives because I couldn't sleep kept panicking and was always depressed.

Second time I was withdrawn from everyone and lost a lot of weight while I was already slim and then I swallowed all my anti depressants.

The third time I locked myself in the bathroom for a year. Didn't shower for a year and lived out of a kettle refusing to cook and sometimes I'd eat my own shit thinking god will help me if I do that.

That is crazy and suicidal. I was diagnosed with psychotic depression.

I hope he's not using suicide threats as a card. Being suicidal is not easy and needs to be taken seriously.
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JackDaniels · 46-50, M
I think he is trying to manipulate you, he knows you left once and doesn’t want you to leave again. He likes having his maid and roommate.
UltimateDemiGoddess · 31-35, F
@JackDaniels he said it's got nothing to do with me and just how he felt on Friday at his workplace.

It reminds me of a child who didn't get what they want and they chuck wobblies on the floor crying.

All I see is an adult version of that.

I could be wrong so I'm just silent.
JackDaniels · 46-50, M
@UltimateDemiGoddess I think he is being a big child about everything. He needs to grow up and be an adult.
UltimateDemiGoddess · 31-35, F
@JackDaniels it's disgusting. I hope it's not a me problem where he finds me vulnerable enough to treat this way.
JackDaniels · 46-50, M
@UltimateDemiGoddess it is disgusting and don’t think it is you at all.
UltimateDemiGoddess · 31-35, F
@JackDaniels thank you