Seeing Desmond lose it from struggling so much used to scare me a bit

He gets so frustrated that he’ll have these outbursts. I’m used to it now, though. I know he’d never hurt me and is more a danger to himself than anyone else when he gets like that. If anything, if just makes me sad now. I always just try to hold him and remind him I’m right there to calm him down. I feel bad for ever being afraid of seeing him like that. He just needs someone there for him is all.