I cry for hours every night, and then I have dreams of trying to take care of new born babies but I keep accidentally breaking their necks

and dropping them, and then I’ll start eating hair in the dreams. And I wake up before my alarm every morning to cry some more.
I am not ok.
And trying to pretend I’m ok is so exhausting

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Pfuzylogic · M

I had a time of unending nightmares. I started lucid dreaming and it made me able to confront the nightmare and stop it while I was sleeping.

itsok · 31-35, F

@Pfuzylogic I can’t control my dreams even when they’re lucid

Pfuzylogic · M

@itsok I will admit that thrashing the monster in my nightmare was fun but it also helped with any negative emotion such as fear. Fear for me was the debilitating part.