JOURNALING CAUSE I AM DONE WITH MY BRAIN☠

I was having a good day when i am suddenly hit with a memory i tried so hard to forget . When i was a kid, i was always a little arrogant and maybe a little entitled . When i look back at myself , i cringe at myself and i hate myself to the core . It is always accompanied by so much shame and its kind of hard to like myself . I always think i am at a point where i love myself but then this happens and i am back to square one. Then i start overthinking and stop putting effort into improving myself cause i am me .