I should feel happy but I’m not

I just went to Comic Con with my sister and got to meet William Shatner today. Growing up, Star Trek was one of my favorite shows and to meet a legendary actor like him; is an incredible opportunity.

But after I went home, it just kind of dawned on me how numb I felt. It reminds me how much joy I’ve lost in life battling depression and mental illness.

I feel like I can’t talk to anyone because I don’t want to bother them. It’s not fair to them for me to dump my turmoil onto other people.