Been considering suicide a lot recently

25 unemployed mentally ill loser who is completely useless and jealous of everyone around me. I know I'm a terrible shitty person who has done terrible things and doesn't deserve anything I have. I'm a total waste of space. I'm dumb and ugly and there's just literally not a single good thing about. Why would anyone love me or care about me?

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Penny · 46-50, F

sounds like youre stuck in negative thinking. cant you think of anything you like about yourself?

Jecehans · 26-30, M

@Penny not a single gosh darn thing. There's literally not a single positive personality trait. I only bring pain, suffering, stress, etc.
Also I like your pfp

Penny · 46-50, F

@Jecehans ty. there's gotta be something youre good at?

Jecehans · 26-30, M

@Penny nope. Although I suppose I could become good at something with enough hard work and practice. The problem is I'm incredibly lazy and lack motivation. I quit things very easily and have a low threshold for stress or effort. I seem to have the inability to do anything consistently for more than a few weeks.

Penny · 46-50, F

@Jecehans well. Keep on trying.

SwampFlower · 31-35, F

@Jecehans Low self esteem and motivation are symptoms of a lot of treatable conditions. At the very least, you can get accomodations for school and work. Have you seen a psychologist? Is it possible you could have ADHD or fall somewhere on the autism spectrum?

Asking these questions is better than giving up. I promise.