Been considering suicide a lot recently

25 unemployed mentally ill loser who is completely useless and jealous of everyone around me. I know I'm a terrible shitty person who has done terrible things and doesn't deserve anything I have. I'm a total waste of space. I'm dumb and ugly and there's just literally not a single good thing about. Why would anyone love me or care about me?

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Penny · 46-50, F

sounds like youre stuck in negative thinking. cant you think of anything you like about yourself?

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Jecehans · 26-30, M

@Penny nope. Although I suppose I could become good at something with enough hard work and practice. The problem is I'm incredibly lazy and lack motivation. I quit things very easily and have a low threshold for stress or effort. I seem to have the inability to do anything consistently for more than a few weeks.

Penny · 46-50, F

@Jecehans well. Keep on trying.

SwampFlower · 31-35, F

@Jecehans Low self esteem and motivation are symptoms of a lot of treatable conditions. At the very least, you can get accomodations for school and work. Have you seen a psychologist? Is it possible you could have ADHD or fall somewhere on the autism spectrum?

Asking these questions is better than giving up. I promise.

turningthekeys · 31-35, F

you're me from 5 years ago. I finally got a job, and could afford a skin care routine. I'm still dumb though. But anyway. Lot's of inertia before you finally get on to something and build momentum. Just life.

stratosranger · M

Gotta love yourself first before you can love or be loved. Gotta forgive yourself first before getting up.

Jecehans · 26-30, M

@stratosranger feels impossible to love myself

Moh1992 · 31-35, M

Have been there .. I know it is hard , but with patience and proceeding ,things becomes easier , till you get over it all

Queendragonfly · 31-35, F

32, job free, mental struggling person here, nice to meet you. 👋

Jecehans · 26-30, M

@Queendragonfly well at least I'm not completely alone. Misery loves company haha

Queendragonfly · 31-35, F

@Jecehans When you mention how you truly feel there's always somebody else who go through similar.

Jecehans · 26-30, M

@Queendragonfly true that at least makes me feel slightly better

HannibalMontanimal · 31-35, M

try working out

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